It's a radiohead listening day

My mood as of late is annoyance I'd say. I'm tired of a lot of things, tired of crappy school where I waste my time, tired of stupid people, and tired of even more stupid people and their stupid situations.
Lately gossip, partly because of the play I'm in, has become more apparent to me and it just pisses me off. Why can't people say nice things about others? And this is where it’s hard, because I'm not doing it, but it’s more because of my emotions maybe? Or not, so maybe I'm a hypocrite, but it just seems useless to put others down. Oh so and so is so annoying, blah blah blah. I hate it when people talk about me, and I hate it when people talk about people I care about. How about a little respect for others? I don't get why so many people have to suck.
And that’s the other thing; sometimes these sucky people are really great. It's like they have two sides to them and I wish they'd show more of the loving happier, less crappy side. Sometimes a person can be fantastic, and then others and I've noticed this through other directors and such during these one acts, they can be completely ridiculous. As soon as power is thrusted into their hands its okay to be a big ass. People obviously have to respect them, but it’s alright for them not to respect others. People have to be quite for them, but they can be as loud as they wish. It's so two-sided and so stupid. This is why I'm happy to leave. I'll get away from that shit and enjoy the company of those who can treat others well.
That leads me into more gossip crap. Stuff floated around about Scott and it was all a load of crap and now everyone is trash talking him and what not, even people I sort of like, but when they do that I want to punch them in the face. They have no idea and base it all off of a lie and then say hurtful things. I'd say mind your own business.
Here's the other thing, its all girls doing the gossip. Imagine that, it’s mostly girls as well that are being the power hunger fools too. Some guys are involved, but majority are females, and what’s that about? All I want is for other people to respect one another. Stop being asses, bitches, and dicks. And for those who aren't and are fun and cool, way to be and way to stay above it all.
Most of all I hate hurting other people's feelings. Say whatever you want about me, I'm fine, I'll deal, but when I hurt other people, or other people hurt my friends and such, that’s just not okay. I've got Scott's back, and if you don't agree, I'll knock yo ass out with kindness. Oh I'm so ready to get out of this crappy place, goodbye high school and 95% of the people I interact within it.
I guess i could have gotten away with, "I don't appreciate people acting in the ways they have lately" and "we ought to learn to respect each other."
Ooh, that’s there too, I have no backbone, I'm a pansy biatch and so I can't stand up for anyone. I could have easily said, "I'm sorry, but I don't appreciate you talking about my friend like that, etc, would it be alright if I asked you to not to?" That can be completely considerate of everyone involved and can't hurt anyone’s feelings, the most common thing I'd probably hear would be, "Who the hell are you?" or, "Shut up David" but whatever, they'd stop, or be even more annoying about it, then I'd just have to shiv them, and shiv them I would.


venting has ceased.