I'm not good at taking action

I've said stuff in the past blog entries that have proven to be more difficult, and not necessary. I caught myself checking the internet to see if she was on, and all this stuff that I swear I have to stop. But alas, I went to her house and "helped" with math. It seems thats the only way I get girls to want to hang out, to be a tutor of sorts. I failed with Katie because she didn't ace her test, and Becky didn't understand the stuff I was explaining all the time. So moral: I'm not fantastic at helping on homework. I am a nice guy though. I'll give myself that, I like to try to help people. And I am more than willing to spend time doing so, and try not to stop or do my best to explain it. And when people are sad I want them to let me try to make them happy. Hugs are really good things to do, so is smiling and even more hugs. Being nice to people is rewarding.
I got accepted to UO officially, big shock. That was a waste of paper on their part. I would however like to hear from the other three, thats including the UO Architecture program.
Its lent starting today, and I have given up sweets. Which is a bum deal seeing as how much I want the stuff. Its a completely personal thing, so I have no reason to complain I could change it, but I won't. I'm not going to get to share in the festivities of Valentines day candy, but you can give it to me anyways. I really like Valentines day, and it would be even better with someone to share it with. Its because I am a love machine, thats why. Its a holiday made for me. The problem is, its on a Monday, and stupid Dance Team coaches are having practice. So Jeff and my plan of taking some girls out to dinner will be thwarted. I guess we'll have to settle for sunday, but it defeats the purpose. To clarify, I wasn't planning on taking Becky, actually I was just going to take Anneliese as a friend, because she said she'd want something to do on that day. So honestly, its Jeff's plans that are thwarted, I could go to dinner with my valentine. But alas-I've said that twice in here, goo!- I am nice, so I won't. I'm going to make her a cake, and she is going to make me one. FYI: Best thing in the world is not liking a best friend so you can leave it to being best friends. Its great fun.