Clean, clean, clean

I guess I like to be clean, at least in the long run. I get messy everyweek, not seriously messy, a few articles of clothing here, a few there, some papers on my desk in a jumble, unkempt bed. That sort of thing, but by the weekend I clean it all. Myself too, I maintain the body on the weekends. Clip nails, shave, super long teeth cleansing, and the like. I like to be well kept.
I say this because I cleaned Jeff's room today with his dad for his birthday present. Weird present I guess, but he needed it. His room is so big and he could make tons of use of the space, but its incredibly cluttered because he's a pretty big packrat. But we took care of it. He was supposed to take part, but he got distracted with the Bertelsons. Oh well, thats fair. It was his birthday by the way, ff you didn't pick that up. He's 18 meaning he can do several things: vote, smoke cigs(legally) and cigars, buy lottery tickets, rent a hotel room, buy porn. All of that good stuff. Funny thing is, it's all useless to him. He doesn't need any of those privileges because he won't do them. The only thing he'd use is a hotel room maybe. I'd like that privilege, go to the beach, spend the night, parents willing of course.
I want to cuddle really bad. I want to lay down on my bed and have a girl with me, laying her head on my chest while we watch a movie on my sweet ace tv. I've been talking a lot about what I want and trying to figure it out. And I think by dating, not going out, I'll figure stuff out. Megan I. and I are going to go out on a date, and that will be fun. She's already a friend, but not one of those best friends where I tend to mess things up with, so by going on a date, we'll be able to hang out, see how things go and go from there. If we turn out friends good, if we think we might want to date more, even better. So I think I just ought to start going on dates, and so I better get a job to afford this. It'll be a cool thing.
I have tons of thoughts but none of them are clear, I don't know why I think about relationships so much. I need to clear my head. I'm going to bed.